We just a micron sized of dust in this universe, our existence is only a blink in a history of Earth creation and our life is a next stop for million stops of human civilization.
Jika bisa memetik sedikit dari pemikiran para absurdist, yang memang tujuan hidup manusia adalah absurd mengejar sesuatu atas dasar apa yang ia rasakan, roman-romannya penting juga bahwa jalan hidup manusia itu absurd banget.
So what is your purpose of life? To die? Or to have your own role in this-you never know how big is your universe-?
Lho kok tanya saya, ya mana saya tahu? My thought, tapi begini, saya nggak pernah tahu apa yang jiwa dan badan ini inginkan, hanya saja kebutuhan keduanya kadang saling berlawanan. Apa istilahnya kalau bukan absurd.
Ada pula yang bilang absurd is a thing when you have nothing in a society. You didn’t obey your society and you think it’s the best way to avoiding conflict in your mind: Happy but society seems didn’t see as happiness or vice versa.
Bullshit. Life in absurd way not always end up in suicidal case. Absurd can be more deeper for my purpose of life.
What is your purpose life? To be useful tools for myself.
And that’s beyond absurdism.
So what is your purpose of life?
There’s a movement and there’s a time, keduanya butuh ruang dan gaya. Jadi ketika ditanya tujuan hidup lagi, I think our purpose of life is reach the momentum.
It’s not how you can be perfect in society. It’s not how they see me better than them, but the momentum when your movement precisely working together with the force that moves you to other part of time that creates momentum for you to think based on your act. The momentum you consider as a chance, possibility before the force take part on how you capable to move in sentimental way.
So, yeah momentum is our best thing in our life, influence every body parts and working together until the end of our duty to fill a role in this tiny world.
Bottoms up for three bottle of beers when I wrote down this. Am feeling old.